Something’s wrong. About everything. About me. About you.
One moment, I am up on my toes. Another moment I am dead. I can see blood everywhere. The red liquid. Looks like lava.
I am smiling. I look happy. Another moment, I am drowning. I just keep moving down, deeper. It changes from blue to black to nothing. Every part of the body swells up. Slowly. Painfully. Numbness is all i feel.
I am jumping. Energy. Vigour. Power. I feel all of them. Another moment, I can’t move. I am crawling. I cannot pull myself. I am growing weak. Weaker by the moment. Under the hot sun. In the desert. It’s too bright out there. I can’t see anything. Everything’s white. And then it fades. And I sleep.
I wake up. I run. I live. There’s something awfully wrong about everything that I do. About everything that happened; happens; is happening. I am not crying. These are not my tears. My heart can’t be missing. It should be somewhere here, lying somewhere. I think I am just kinda too lazy to go look for it; find it. Another moment, I am looking for it everywhere. I can’t find it. Suffocation. Air growing thin. Temperature dropping. It’s too cool suddenly. It’s freezing. The blood. The red blood. It’s frozen now. I am brittle. Bring the hammer. Break me down.
You hit me. With a hammer. Hell, I didn’t break!
Ha, ha.
13 replies on “Something’s wrong”
hmmm…
maybe you are searching for something that doesn’t exist.
or maybe you are over doing the october 27th thingy! 😛
These are called withdrawal symptoms 😛
@Naresh
May be..
@Lol
LOL! It certain’y aint about the fags!
dude nothing is wrong…abt everything, abt me, abt u…. just tht we expect a lot frm our life and whn we dont get tht we feel like all wht u mentioned… so Chill !!! 🙂
Enjoy the life to the fullest and never forget the Mantra i.e. “Just don’t expect !!!”
Follow it and you will be the happiest person on this beautiful earth… 🙂
http://nimitj.blogspot.com/2007/09/back-in-action.html
You are drinking too much! 🙂
strong!
@Nimit
There is nothing called no expectation. It sounds great in theory though. I am a fighter. And winning matters to me. I EXPECT to win. When I don’t, I go back and train harder. This is how I enjoy life! 🙂
I don’t want to be the happiest person on the beautiful earth. I wanna be the fighter who keeps losing and keeps trying. That’s life to me. 🙂
@Caesar
Wish I had time to drink and drink. After the Shaastra fiasco, had beer just once on Friday. Hick!
@Aniket
🙂
@ Amrit
Sometimes winning is NOT everything… and it is good to loose intelligently 🙂
@Nimit
To each his own! 🙂
Yeah, Something is Wrong..
Not with me, not with you but with something in between. The calousness of its aura is blinding me. I wont be blinded. I will buy new shades. But still something is wrong. I was the one who trying hammering you. But something was wrong. the hammer didnt work. Something is still wrong. I hate chinese cuisine. I love masala noodles. Something is wrong. Next time I will try noodles from Jerry’s Wong. It wont be wrong there. Is there still something wrong?
(This is the my biggest commnet that I have ever posted. Wrong.)
@Neelabh
How much did you drink before putting that comment?
Hey dude..
Booze is not allowed in my office. I was all sober and sane when I wrote that. What I did was let my finger play with the keyboard and my mind didnt interfare.. So my fingers played the best piece they could.
Something was wrong..but i didnt drink. drinking is wrong
@Neelabh
I am sure the hang over hasn’t gone yet! 😛 Something’s definitely wrong.