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Something’s wrong

Something’s wrong. About everything. About me. About you.

One moment, I am up on my toes. Another moment I am dead. I can see blood everywhere. The red liquid. Looks like lava.

I am smiling. I look happy. Another moment, I am drowning. I just keep moving down, deeper. It changes from blue to black to nothing. Every part of the body swells up. Slowly. Painfully. Numbness is all i feel.

I am jumping. Energy. Vigour. Power. I feel all of them. Another moment, I can’t move. I am crawling. I cannot pull myself. I am growing weak. Weaker by the moment. Under the hot sun. In the desert. It’s too bright out there. I can’t see anything. Everything’s white. And then it fades. And I sleep.

I wake up. I run. I live. There’s something awfully wrong about everything that I do. About everything that happened; happens; is happening. I am not crying. These are not my tears. My heart can’t be missing. It should be somewhere here, lying somewhere. I think I am just kinda too lazy to go look for it; find it. Another moment, I am looking for it everywhere. I can’t find it. Suffocation. Air growing thin. Temperature dropping. It’s too cool suddenly. It’s freezing. The blood. The red blood. It’s frozen now. I am brittle. Bring the hammer. Break me down.

You hit me. With a hammer. Hell, I didn’t break!

Ha, ha.

13 replies on “Something’s wrong”

@Nimit

There is nothing called no expectation. It sounds great in theory though. I am a fighter. And winning matters to me. I EXPECT to win. When I don’t, I go back and train harder. This is how I enjoy life! πŸ™‚

I don’t want to be the happiest person on the beautiful earth. I wanna be the fighter who keeps losing and keeps trying. That’s life to me. πŸ™‚

@Caesar

Wish I had time to drink and drink. After the Shaastra fiasco, had beer just once on Friday. Hick!

@Aniket

πŸ™‚

Yeah, Something is Wrong..
Not with me, not with you but with something in between. The calousness of its aura is blinding me. I wont be blinded. I will buy new shades. But still something is wrong. I was the one who trying hammering you. But something was wrong. the hammer didnt work. Something is still wrong. I hate chinese cuisine. I love masala noodles. Something is wrong. Next time I will try noodles from Jerry’s Wong. It wont be wrong there. Is there still something wrong?

(This is the my biggest commnet that I have ever posted. Wrong.)

Hey dude..

Booze is not allowed in my office. I was all sober and sane when I wrote that. What I did was let my finger play with the keyboard and my mind didnt interfare.. So my fingers played the best piece they could.

Something was wrong..but i didnt drink. drinking is wrong

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